oh. nevermind :)

paling sial okay. kalau gendut sama kurus sudah bergabung atau berceritaa. nah kluar la suda tuh cer pasal couple2 ne. nahh paling sial la kamu. malar bgini ayat2 kamu. "nda pa, kita single suda sekarang. suka lagi saya single daripada ada couple" nah, wtf. saya tau la bhaa saya tidak ada bf yg buli d anggap sbgai special bf. nda macam kamu, ada bf terus bnyk peminat. choiiiii. ayat2 kamu neh ahh mcam saya mau tmpar bhaa. paling la sial. ak punn nda tau, knapa sampai skrg ak teda bf? ak tguk ada jua urg yg bidak dri ak ada bf. sedangkan ak smpai skrg bhaa teda bf. sumpah ak pelik. but, its good la fer me and also my frnd, nah, if ak ada bf kan, then bf ak btul2 treat me as her gf, ak still lagi ka mcm nie? still boleh spend all my time pada kamu ka? still mau rapat sama kamu ka? kita nda tau kan. mgkali ak cuma give my all attention sama bf ak jak kan . kita nda tau. slama ne punn, ak ada cple yg mcm anjing tp dia nda treat ak mcm gf dia. cuba tguk c pindik sama c dadau dulu. mana durg kesah sama kwn2 durg yg lain. mcm gendut sama c sean. durg but hal durang sendiri2 jak. nda macam ak, ak msih lagi sama kwn2 ak yg nda mature tuh. tp its okay bha, klu teda kw2 ak yg nda mature tuh, teda guna jugak kan ak hidup skrg. so without them, i still cannot alive like now. slama 18 tahun ak hidup ne, ak cuma minat org jak. couple2 ne mana la ak pernah buat. yala ak kan budak baik yg sngt hodoh. hahahaha. but nvm, ak still punya kwn2 yg sangat memahami :)

setiap kali kwn2 ak cerita pasal bf, ak diam. if durg tnya pndapat ak baru ak non-stop berckp. yaa, fer da true, ak sumpah jealous. ak jealous tguk urg yg ada couple. apatah lagi kalau ada gambar durg yg sngt2 la sweet bagi ak. tapi ak? mana pernah brgmbr mcm durang. nda prnah skli punn. tapi nda pa, ak redha. hahaha. life must go on bha kan. even though john pernah bawa ak cple, tp ak mcm teda hati sama dia. bukan mau ckp memilih, tp ak btul2 teda hati sama dia. apa lagi ak buli buat kan. life must go on. for the god sake, i really2 want to have a relationship with someone . yeah, i knw my true love will come to hold my hand, give all his attention to me and also give his heart to me but until when i need to wait? i also have a feeling like another human being to had love in their life isn't? but no one knw what i trying to say and do with my self. i trying so hard to had a special one, but my hopes never accepted by god. but nvm, i'll still be waiting until my big day come, and i'll live like a normal people that had love into their life. i'll be the person that only knw what the meaning of HAPPINESS and never knw about SADNESS :)